Posted 1/27/2014 12:46 AM (GMT 0)
Sorry to hear you're having to undergo so much, Soul. I certainly know where you're coming from as I too have a major health anxiety which I'm trying to learn to make peace with. hence why I'm having a colonscopy and getting tests done to rule out things.
But I might have to come to the conclusion where all it can be, or has to be, is anxiety. It might take me a long time to get there at the rate I'm at. But if the doctors have done mostly all the tests needed and they've come back good, worrying yourself will make you sick hon.
I did that tonight when I took that prep for my test..was worried about side effects and problems...still slightly worried, but we do need to have a certain belief in people and in ourselves to know when something is wrong. Mine's been kinda out of whack for awhile, but I'm working on getting a handle on it again.
I wish you luck in feeling better :)