Hi Mindy,I have seen the pain and anxiety a person goes through when a fired destroys your home and all of your personal belongings. Experiencing a fire such as this surely must have suffer from PTSD.
Have you ever tried journaling ? Journaling, as a stress management and self-exploration tool, is not the same as simply recording the happenings in one’s life, like keeping a log. To be most helpful, one must write in detail about feelings and cognitions related to stressful events, as one would discuss topics in therapy.
Journaling about traumatic events helps one process them by fully exploring and releasing the emotions involved, and by engaging both hemispheres of the brain in the process, allowing the experience to become fully integrated in one’s mind.
They have many free online sites - penzu is one of them. Consider this as a tool to help you.