Chad, I was away for the weekend and just saw your response now. I did not know if anyone had mentioned "the roadback site." I was not being condescending but trying to be helpful.
I hope by now you are feeling better and life is good. I am just going to mention that I was one of the Moderators for GERD for quite a few years and just happened to notice your posts in that forums. You have quite a complicated history.
Wondering if you would benefit from being on medication for your anxiety and depression? There are so many to choose from. I believe it is a personal choice if you want to take medication or not.
You are always welcome to talk with us and know we do care about you.
Kindly,
Kitt