Hi all,
I came across this post as i was researching about Zoloft and weight gain. I have ready a great deal about this and know now that my experience is not unique. I have struggled with anxiety disorder and depression most of my life but the thought of taking medication made me too anxious to try it ever.
I had severe post partum depression after the birth of our second son which presented with RAGE. I never hurt my baby but i would hurt myself by banging my fists in fits of rage when i couldn't get him to sleep at night. I finally talked to my doctor who confirmed that this was post partum.
She started me on zoloft which i happily took as i hated the way i was behaving. This was 2.5 years ago. the first 2 years on zoloft i felt as though i was starting to live my life for the first time ever, no anxiety, no depression, i was content and alive!!! it was a miracle pill and i loved it!
However, something changed about six months ago. not sure what caused the change but i knew it was there. I started to feel more bloated than usual, more spacy and distracted. I started skin picking my face and back, which was something i had stopped doing even way before i started zoloft. I was totally unfocesed and unmotivated and finally started to work out to feel better. it's been 3 months of doing 3-4 aggressive classes a week and eating well and my weight keeps going up!!
I remembered recently that when i started zoloft i was dropping weight like crazy. I was at 103 and couldn't gain weight and thought it was because i was breastfeeding. this week i am at 124 and i know it is from Zoloft! i started to wean yesterday from my dose of 75mg to 50mg. I want off of this medication and i know it is no longer doing what it did the first 2 years i was on it. I have depression because of the weight gain and feeling more aggitated.
I do hope that once i'm weaned off i will see that my brain chemistry has changed such that i won't need to take anything but if it has not i will likely try something else because my anxiety was debilitating and as my husband said to me the other night, "your rage is scary".
It has been a blessing to have found a forum where others are sharing their experiences. I will continue to share mine.
Thank you!