Job trigger for my ocd

ok so without going into too much detail, im leaving this place, i have to leave, cant stay here, causing me too many issues with health, ocd etc but i recently got a job through my job agency and ive started but i feel like because its here and the type of work its related to is what my issues have been about and i cant help it at all but feel horrible, im getting my nasty symptoms, it really feels awful and i hate it, its two jobs in one and its ashame because one of them is my ideal job that i have always wanted (make up artist fro a studio) but its the other one and i think you have to do whatever the boss says, make up studio split with real estate, and i dont want to be associated with places here in this area and moving because of my ocd and my need to leave this place behind, i dont feel like making the effort to get through it or try to because the way i feel its just not worth it, so should i do whats best for my health and just quit as triggers should be avoided, i dont need a job right now, im doing quite well without one, im selling things online and i live simply and have cheap rent so im not struggling, should i just quit it and tell myself i will get another job that i like, somewhere else, i have real issues with places and i think i would feel much better if i worked somewhere else. I feel like an idiot and that i will let everyone down, but noone knows what i go through and i just strive to feel healthy and at peace, its more important than anything to me, ive had to let alot of things go, things ive had to throw out or not buy because of ocd and if i dont do it then i get really sick, i just have to do things in a certain way and have disipline and do things when i know i can, and however my illness flows. i have been better for it doing things this way, it sucks but its worth it to feel ok. i know my probs are hard to understand, but basically should i quit so i dont feel sick everyday. how will i explain this to everyone? my parents are proud of me, but they dont understand what i go through i have always been a dissapointment to them because they think im perfectly capable of anything, but iam not. iam not well. what should i do.

Thank you for understanding, it just gets so hard when i know noone will get me and just think im a failure because they dont know what its like to have these conditions. I think ive been going well with myself and i know i dont want to go back to this job, i think im just trying to figure out what im going to say to everyone, and i feel bad because im with a job agency and they got me this job and ill have to go back to them and make something up, i dunno, i dont want to go back tommorow and wondering if i should just so to get paid for the week on friday or not worry about it.