we have an important task we do on the last day of the month. even though i am told i do it well, i still get very anxious about
it. plus i made an error a couple of weeks ago that my boss browbeat me about
. so i don't feel a lot of confidence.
i had such a nice weekend. i felt a lot of hope about
a lot of things. but that all seems to vanish on a workday.
i guess that's all i have to say. i am trying to just let my anxiety flow through me and then let it go.
when the terror/panic hits me right before i go to work, that i could go to my sister and just say "I'm too scared of going to work, please let me stay home" and cry until I felt better.