Need support

Hello all... I've never posted to a forum before, but in reading some of these posts encouraged me to share my own story so that I don't feel alone. Long story short I've suffered with anxiety and panic attacks as well as depression most of my life. I had a really bad episode back in 2004 and I thought I was done with all of that. I even was able to get off my medication a year and a half ago. But over the last two months it seems to have come back. I thought it could be G.I. issues and went to my G.I. doctor, all tests including endoscopy are fine and he put me on welchol for bile suppressant since I had my gallbladder removed nine months ago. But still waking up most mornings with nausea, dry heaving and shaking. Seems to go away during the middle of the day and nights are the best like many of you who also have posted. So it is definitely a relief to know I'm not alone.
But the pain in my chest,the loss of appetite and loss of weight (of which I'm already a very thin woman) scare me and make the situation worse. And I have been misdiagnosed because of it for eating disorders.
I love food, I love life, I want to be healthy. I have a wonderful husband who is trying to be supportive, but this is wearing on him and I just don't know what to do to prove to him that I want to get better as he thinks I could be "addicted" to the anxiety. Trying to work with new psychiatrists and psychologists. I'm 37 years old and I'd like to be healthy enough so that we can have a baby.
Sorry for my long first message, but it's really encouraging to know that there are others out there and I'm not alone.

Thank you Hibee! it's always good to hear other people stories because with this you can feel so alone and such a burden to your loved ones. I am not currently on any medication for my anxiety and depression except for a half a Xanax if I feel an emergency need, which is quite often lately...I'm very much into healthy ways to manage this (I do yoga, meditation) because I don't want to put the medication in my body if we are trying for a baby, but I don't want to keep torturing myself either so I'm at a bit of a crossroads.
Thank you for the moodgym suggestion, I'll have to check that out.