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Posted 9/13/2014 2:49 PM (GMT 0)
what must i do, im in my bedroom on the floor i was able to reach for my laptop to reach out to my hw family ....

cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry

crying out to the Lord to save me to help me to protect me to lead guide and direct my path

i cant do this anymore , this has ruined my life , big time .... whatever i have ever did in life please forgive me
i dont understand any of this ...

its been since 2012 in aug my bday is sept so i 33 about to turn 34 now in 35 about to turn 36 and its been a living hell .....

my life change in aug 2012 anxiety came and has not left , to the point where i cant function somedays or get out of bed ....

may 2013 my 13yr old son was dx with leukemia

so you see its been hell , anxiety and stress ... even through it all i give God all the glory and all the honor for everything even why im going through ....

my son is doing great and still in remission , still getting treatments and he is 14 now and trying to just be a teen ... i praise for that

as for me i have worst days , ok days , and bad days ......

most of you my battle and know that i been to every doc , hospital , specialist , had test i didnt even need , procedures i didnt need , and in two years found nothing , been rushed to the hospital tons of times , etc ....

but everyday i live in pain ....chest pains , head pains , dizzy , feel like im losing it , tight throat , stomach burning , feel like my words not coming out right , jaw pain , etc ... if you ever google anxiety and the sx ...thats me everyone of them ....

this is no way for someone to live .....

i have try different meds , see a psych doc , and a theripist , what else must i do !!!!!

Lord help me ........ please !!!!!!

i cant get another cardiac cath , ekg , eeg , mri , ct scan , bloodwork and bloodwork , nerve test , etc ...... i cant
i have a pile of bills in major debt ......

i cant imma just lay here on my flr all day and dont move ....sick of tired being sick of tired ............

its in God hands
Posted 9/13/2014 3:32 PM (GMT 0)
We're here!! We understand! You are not alone!! Take a big deep breath! Hold it.....then let it out slowly. Get comfortable, grab a pillow, a blanket, a kitty cat (lol my pets always make me feel calmer). Ok another big deep breath, hold.......let it out slow. Close your eyes, picture something beautiful, the ocean, a sunset, a flower garden or big delicious cupcakes with mounds of frosting (this visual seemed to help me;) deep breath, let it out slow........hugs!!❤️❤️
Posted 9/13/2014 3:44 PM (GMT 0)
So sorry to hear you are going through this, some what sounds like my week last week.

I know this was posted to Larry, but I truly hope you can get through this, it is very challenging at times when every thing just doesn't seem to be working out.

In your signature it says "this too shall pass", and it eventually does, but it can seem like an eternity at times, may you find the peace and comfort that you need at this time.
Posted 9/13/2014 4:01 PM (GMT 0)
Thanks Guys. You are the only ones who truly understand
Posted 9/13/2014 4:45 PM (GMT 0)
Oh man, I know how you feel. Hang in there friend you will be okay. Anxiety sucks doesn't it, it ruines our life causes us to not enjoy the life we deserve. God didn't put us on this earth to suffer like this, I really think it comes from the devil who is always lurking to ruin us. Be strong in your faith friend and pray. It will get better, you deserve peace peace of mind. Hugs....
Posted 9/13/2014 4:47 PM (GMT 0)
First do not panic, second go to the doctor to help you
Posted 9/13/2014 5:35 PM (GMT 0)
It's to hard for me to read stuff like this sometimes. I hate that any of us have to suffer this way and I know all too well just how horrible it feels and how isolating it can be. Before I found this forum I felt like no one had a clue what I was going through and that in itself was almost unbearable. I've had my bad days, weeks and months and even if it feels like forever it always does get better, even if only for a short time.

I'm sorry that meds have not worked for you. I've tried a few with uncomfortable results so I understand how frustrating that can be. I'm lucky that at least for now I am taking a med that actually works. Just a small dose of clonazapam has completely taken my anxiety away and I feel like myself again. Unfortunately my doctor won't prescribe it long term so I will be back at square one soon enough.

I know it's hard but try not to let it win. Do something you love, find a way to distract yourself. It's hard sometimes, but it helps.
Posted 9/13/2014 6:35 PM (GMT 0)
I am new here. I will prayer for you today. You are not alone. The presence of God is with you every moment. This too shall pass. Find the mighty presence within you that is the Stillness of God- and know that you are stronger than this anxiety. so much stronger. It will not kill you. Light is coming
Posted 9/13/2014 9:30 PM (GMT 0)
Emma, i am so sorry i missed this post until now, pllease forgive
me i really do care about you and i Pray night and day for you
and others.
Give me your phone number i will call you. Peace

Larry ***

It seems like those who love and serve the Lord are most aggravated by the evil one, God will not let him hurt you Emma!
Posted 9/13/2014 10:40 PM (GMT 0)
Thanks Everyone I needed to hear from you guys today ....
Posted 9/13/2014 10:50 PM (GMT 0)
Emma i will call and talk to you any time you want, i dont care
if its night or day, you let me know. Larry ***
Posted 9/14/2014 2:22 AM (GMT 0)
Emma-

I'm praying for you too. I have been. I like what what presencegirl said "light is coming." It's true. It is coming to you.

I know you aren't on any anti depressants but what about anxiety med like a benzo? If so, do they help? If not, can you ask for some?

Have you tried Prozac? I know everyone is different but when I took it in my past, it really helped and it didn't cause me any side effects.

Know we are here for you to reach out to. We don't know exactly how you feel as we are all unique but trust that we all do understand the darkness and how overwhelming it is.

Praying for healing for you right now

Lisa
Posted 9/14/2014 3:54 AM (GMT 0)
Add me to the list of those praying for you!

I too am sorry that I am just now able to respond...I have had limited time on the forum on and off this week...

Do not anticipate any more anxiety. Don't invite it back, because you have been victorious through so much more than anxiety can throw your way!

If you weren't stronger than the anxiety...how could you have ever gotten your son through his illness?

The answer is that you couldn't have....but you DID!

You have more strength and power than any panick attack, any symptom...any fear.

Draw deep SOIA. It is with in you to get through this!

I have faith in you.:)

S.C.
Posted 9/14/2014 10:49 AM (GMT 0)
You are definitely not alone! I am currently in the throes of a near panic attack.. Woke up and was convinced that I'm having a heart attack. It WILL get better. We just have to remind ourselves that we will be okay. Keep your chin up! You are not alone!
Posted 9/14/2014 11:55 AM (GMT 0)
If you can,make yourself get out and walk for 1/2 hour. Buy some balloons and blow into them as you walk. This might calm down your anxiety. it takes inner strength but you can do it.
Posted 9/14/2014 12:44 PM (GMT 0)
that's an awful way to feel. so sorry you are feeling so bad. You're in my daily prayers. Hope things get easier soon
Posted 9/14/2014 2:49 PM (GMT 0)
Thanks everyone ... Im really happy to have you guys. ...... Thanks ....S.C .... Larry I will email you ......

This is all so scary and unreal .... how do u wake up feeling like its your last day ......

I just pray ... pray .... pray .....
Posted 9/14/2014 4:22 PM (GMT 0)
SOIA- do you have an anxiety pill you can take as needed? Your mind needs a break girl. You could take a low dose of anxiety med daily or a couple of times daily. If I recall, your psychiatrist gave you anxiety meds??

My psych said it was important to take these (I'm on Xanax low dose), daily and on schedule until things get smoother for me. I don't like taking meds either but for the first time at age 43, I am not fighting it bc the benefit outweighs my fears right now.

Sending you healing white light and peace,

Lisa
Posted 9/14/2014 9:15 PM (GMT 0)
I have 0.5 ativan .... as needed but it gives me a headache I think and don't help much at all ..
Posted 9/14/2014 9:16 PM (GMT 0)
I was on Zoloft for a while , ...
Posted 9/15/2014 12:33 AM (GMT 0)
I started with anxiety when I was 7 and it got to the worst point around 18. All I wanted to do was lie in bed all day and not move. My mother came in my bedroom one day and demanded that I get up and clean out the refrigerator....when I asked "what if it doesn't help", she said "then clean it again"....and again and again and again til you DO feel better. And after three cleanings, I DID. She wasn't being mean because she too had suffered with anxiety during her life. She was just trying to send me a message. Do NOT lie around and let your mind just fill up with more and more axiety....DO something, anything, even if it's hard as hell to keep moving. I'll grant you, its VERY VERY hard and you probably think it's impossible but it isn't. And sometimes it will work better than other times but the absolute worse thing you can do is to give in to anxiety and let it take you over. Fight, fight, fight for your right to feel good.
Posted 9/15/2014 1:15 AM (GMT 0)
Andwes- your mom was a wise soul! That was excellent advice, especially at that time where things like anxiety & depression were more taboo to talk about thn now (it's better now but there is still a stigma we need to knock down).

Today I felt it too and so I took a shower, dressed and went & cleaned out my car. Then took to the gas station and vaccumed it out. It helped so much!

SOIA, are you still working? I prayed for you today & will continue too.

xoxo,
Lisa
Posted 9/15/2014 1:59 AM (GMT 0)
Thanks Lisa ... and everyone .... yes I took a ride today and went to the store
Yes Lisa as of May I have been back to work after a year .... last Monday and Tuesday I called out .....I was in a bad place
Posted 9/15/2014 2:02 AM (GMT 0)
Keep trying SOITA- May God give you peace
Posted 9/15/2014 2:28 PM (GMT 0)
Hello everyone back at work today ...chest sore ....but I'm fighting through
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