Hi Mel!
Great news that you are going to be starting therapy soom! You should really benefit from this step! So hang in there, and make use of our Resources while you wait your first appointment! Practicing the self-help suggestions that are suggested there, everyday will start to make a difference in how you feel.
https://www.healingwell.com/community/default.aspx?f=9&m=104206
Know that you are taking the right steps (seeing your doctor, getting set up with therapy and reaching out here!) and feel empowered by that! You will get to your recovery goals...and we will be there cheering you on along the way! :)
Keep posting!
S.C.