Hi wolverine and welcome!
I am sorry to hear of your trouble reinstating your Rx.:( This is such a strange, yet not uncommon phenomena...trying to go back on a previously tolerated med, just to face start up issues.
Hopefully, this should be the typical temporary intital s'e's...eventually phasing out as you level out and the dose becomes beneficial.
How was your original start up? Do you remember similar experiences?
How is your therapy going? I am really glad that you are seeing someone...as I believe this is a crucial part of recovery.:) It does take time and patience however...hang in there!
For now...to help you get through this rough patch, here is the link to our Resources. Inside you'll find great self-help material and information that could really bring some relief.:)
https://www.healingwell.com/community/default.aspx?f=9&m=104206
Check it out...and keep posting if you find it helpful. We care...and support is key!
Scaredy Cat