Posted 1/4/2015 6:01 PM (GMT 0)
Hi Everybody,
So the last 3 weeks have been a bit stressful , I must admit , I was dealing with a person who was on a drinking spree for 3 weeks straight , trying to get them to go to detox etc ..... now I was fine during that time , but I may be feeling the after effects .... you tell me
So most of you know how bad my anxiety was , the not leaving the house , hospital visits, etc ....my son's cancer and recovery , i been dealing with the anxiety since august 2012 , now i will say the last 7 months have been ok , i was doing much better , working back fulltime, going out , etc , i still had aches and pains here and there but i was way out of the zone i was in , i even was driving far places , and making great progress .....now the last week has been crazy , i cry , i feel guilt , my body is hot , when i say hot i mean certain places on my body at different times on the inside , feels like a hot patch of water running through , its weird hard to explain , my back has been in pain last two weeks from lower to upper , i havent felt like myself , my body gets hot and feels like its rush up to my head , and i feel i cant relax , and i keep having the what if thoughts again , i have pain up and down arms like tingling , im trying to explain best i can and of course the chest pain is back and ears feel cloughed , back pain which is new and again the hot feelins inside , and of course i been to the ER twice to rule everything , and as usual for the last almost 3 years everything was perfect
i spoke with my cardiac doc and he got all my bloodwork from hospital and he said everything looks good , that im fine and because i had soooo much testing including a cardiac cath that he was not worried at all .....
So in my mind I say its my anxiety but my body tells me different , I been back to taking my ativan , and when i was in the ER the nurse took blood pressure and said it was a little high not alarming high , but she said that it could be from the nervous about being in the hospital , they took it again a little later and it was normal .....but of course i have been worried about my pressure , so my anxiety has been high .....
when i was in the hospital they also gave me a shot of torodol , i may be spelling it wrong , but they gave me that in my arm for the musclar pain ,
i dont know guys , is this my anxiety , my weight gain is back , i thought it was maybe from the zoloft but I been off them since the summer .....
please go away ....uhhh
any advice please ....thanks guys