Medication update

I got back from the doctor earlier, and so I'm now on 30 mg of Prozac instead of 20, 125 mg of Wellbutrin XL, as well as my usual Melatonin and Vitamin D supplement. So right now, including the ibuprofen I take for sore muscles, I'm swallowing 7 pills a day.

Yesterday I made an appointment with the psychiatrist and the earliest I could get in was 2 weeks later. So I ended up seeing a PA today to get a prescription for the anxiety, and she put me on Wellbutrin. So I just took my meds for the day, and just like Buspar when I was on that a few years ago, it makes me feel really, really loopy.

This next part, having read the rules, I'm pretty sure it's within the forum rules, but if not, mods please delete this next section.

I also mentioned being tested for PTSD. I have a feeling the depression and anxiety may be symptoms of the bigger problem and not just the official problems themselves. The main reason for getting tested for PTSD is because if I have it, I want to use the diagnosis to get a medical marijuana card and see if that helps. I was raped by my cousin when I was 9, and I think I've been repressing a lot of the emotions that come with that. PTSD is the only psychiatric condition that is approved for medical marijuana here in Michigan (Or as the idiots in Lansing spell it for some reason, "Marihuana." That messes with the pronunciation, the J is there for a reason! /grammar rant) because it helps with depression and anxiety, according to the state licensing board's decision, however simply having clinical depression or anxiety aren't enough on their own to get it!

Even a couple hours after I posted this thread, I still feel drunk. I feel so out of it right now, and it wasn't like this either.

Thanks, toomuch. I didn't even understand that that's what it was until I walls 16, and I never told a soul until I was 17. I hate having to be constantly medicated, and I want to love a normal life and have a normal sex life. You can see how this would have been problematic when I first figured out I was gay.

As for the prayer, I've never believed in a god. If there is one, he needs to start checking his spam folder.

Hi

Sorry to hear what happened to you at such a young age I agree that PTSD could be a correct diagnosis for you. I am pleased that you have made an appointment with a psychiatrist as they will be best placed to make a diagnosis for you.

Medications will only help ease your symptoms they are not a cure all so it is important to do some type of talking therapy. I think Cognitive Analytic Therapy would be a good option for you ask your psychiatrist about it and see what they suggest.

In the meantime have a look at our resources thread which you will find on the main page first post for some useful links to self help sites.

Hibee

Hi MB.,

I am sending encouragement your way. Great job on going in today and getting the Rx adjustements that you needed!

Sorry you are feeling loopy.;/ This should pass, so hang in there as your body/mind adjust to the new regimen.

I too am offering my compassion and support for the PTSD and trauma behind it. I hope that through therapy and self-help as well as determination to keep claiming your wellness...that you will find a place of healing.

MM has been a boon to many with mental health issues. Used responsibly, I do believe in it. It is not for me, or everyone, granted...but I would never deny that it has helped many people with their challenges. You are supported in your (prescription/card carrying!) use of it here.


We walk alongside you in your journey...keep posting, and we will keep cheering you on!

S.C.