Hi Park. I can completely understand how you are feeling. I have suffered from anxiety disorder for years. My husband and I lived 2 hours away from our families. It doesn't seem far, but it was far enough! We have one son, and I would always hate when my mom would come to visit and leave. It would send my anxiety over. My mom was my safety as well. We have recently moved back to our home town after being away for 10 years. Hang in there!