Hi FTZ and welcome!
It is good to see you sharing your story/experiences, and encouraging others here.:)
I have however deleted your duplicate posts, and started a post of introduction for you on your own new thread. This way you do not need to keep re-posting your story, as duplicate posts are against forum rules to avoid confusion, and save space.:)
Please be sure to see your new thread and my response to you there.
Talk to you soon,
Scaredy Cat