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Posted 6/16/2015 7:28 AM (GMT 0)
hi all. would just like to get a few thoughts that are from years and years ago. my therapy appt is soon. i will discuss it then. just some anxiety, with a mix of chaotic thoughts, fatigue and a bad neck. appt made for doc. may e-mail my shrink. maybe something like abilify might help. not it itself, i felt it was intellectually regressive!!! i am keeping things in perspective as much as possible. i am addressing key areas of need in a manner that is required for each need. going the minimization process. don't need it, don't work, not right, chuck it. it gets dark early. i am getting the sads a bit. i don't think a light box would help. i need about 260 red bulls so i can get this truck kicking. see me as a massive bulldozer, i need lots of grunt. still walking each day. need to lift my rate. i am craving a cigarette. default stress mode. as is my problematic avoidance coping mechanism i kicked many moons ago, that bit me a few times, so i have given my bank card to my sis. just need to say hi and stuff. sort of got the mask on and struggling, back still functioning, arrggh. the do not disturb sign is still up. my phone calls i let go straight to message bank, bar the important ones. i just wish i had more oommph. energy. work in progress. still kicking and screaming. cheers.
Posted 6/16/2015 1:07 PM (GMT 0)
Hi Happy. I'm glad you're still kicking. Hope your doc can help out.

Take care.
Posted 6/16/2015 1:21 PM (GMT 0)
cheers. appreciate your support.
Posted 6/16/2015 4:26 PM (GMT 0)
Sorry you are going thru a rough patch Turtle. We are here for you, Keep on Kicking my friend!!
Posted 6/16/2015 6:06 PM (GMT 0)
Hi HT

Sorry to hear you are going through a rough patch but we are here for you and I know you can get through this.

Hibee
Posted 6/16/2015 8:09 PM (GMT 0)
H.T.,

If there is anyone who can recognize what they need and get to working on it...it is you mate!!

Your self awareness is without match.

I know you will get to the other side of this hurdle... (rhymes with turtle, lol!!)

...but I also know that is is difficult while in this place, so for that I am sending thoughts of peace and fortitude.

You are an amazing member and friend H.T., so know that we are all cheering you on.

S.C.
Posted 6/17/2015 12:16 AM (GMT 0)
thx guys and gals. :-) a friendly ear, in computer speak gives me a boost.
Posted 6/17/2015 1:56 AM (GMT 0)
Hi HT :-) Just popped by tonight to see how everyone is doing. I see you're in a rough spot. The short days always get to me too. Keep up the fight, you're a strong turtle and always find a way!
Posted 6/17/2015 8:45 AM (GMT 0)
:-)
Posted 6/17/2015 4:25 PM (GMT 0)
Ninja Turtles Wear Masks and back in 6 th grade when asked what do want be when you grow up I said a ninja turtle got snickers and wasn't trying to be funny oh well. Your a Hero in a Halfshell anyways. If you quit smoking don't ever break down for just one . Been there and it's never just the one next thing you know you pick up where you left off. Although Red Bull ? Man that stuff is bad for me and everyone around me. Not only am I all over the place but I end up having long conversation with inatamate objects like staplers and pens and cussing at the printer for taking too long lol. Then like a two year old I'll fall asleep just wherever I am. I say remember the tortoise and the hair , it was perseverance not energy that won the race! Little strokes fell great oaks. Leave the tobacco to Sherlock!!! I need something to keep Dr. Watson fussing don't I ?
Posted 6/17/2015 4:31 PM (GMT 0)
thx dr. sherlock. an awesome prescription indeed. as your sig says, may the force be with you. -but it already is, many blessings to you my friend.
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