Okay...gotcha...
For now, here are some good relaxation and anxiety/panic managing self help links. Practice everyday...even when you are feeling good...
Self Help sites with breathing/relaxation exercises instructions
Panic attack relief exercises:
http://www.moodjuice.scot.nhs.uk/panic.asp
http://www.healthcentral.com/anxiety/c/73076/34334/breathing-lessons/
http://www.healthyplace.com/
http://www.stress-relief-exercises.com/
http://www.ehow.com/video_4405003_breathing-exercises-panic-attacks.html
http://www.psybersquare.com/anxiety/panic_relax_I
Free on-line CBT programs:
http://www.moodgym.anu.edu.au/welcome
http://ecouch.anu.edu.au/welcome
...and especially before going to sleep, to be in as relaxed a stated as possible.
It might not be an immediate change, but these techniques will start to help over time if you keep them up.:)
S.C.