Wow thank you for your replies, Thank you Happy turtle for such detail, you said basically exactly what my Psychiatrist said right down to the toe
my Psychiatrist never wanted to get into this type of procedure so he would not be the one to do it for me, it would be someone he knows very well though, and it would be 3 times a week and then as you stated it would go down.
I just received a private message from my Aunt, and my Grandmother had this done years ago and she was never right afterwards, so this scared me, I know a lot has changed in the years.
I see my Therapist on Friday she said she would talk with me about
this in detail.
Thank you for your responses, I hate to think of anything being a last resort....but I am very medicine resistant and you can see my Doctor is very worried about
me at the moment.