Posted 5/1/2016 3:49 PM (GMT 0)
Hello everyone,
I thought I would post this morning for some encouragement to stick with the Zoloft I was prescribed recently to replace the Lexapro I was taking (I had been trying to get back on it after a 2 month period without it and it wasn't helping me like it did when I first started and the dosage increase made things worse).
During the overlapping period that my doctor had me do (I was weaning off the Lexapro while at the same time adding the Zoloft), I noticed that I had a good week and started feeling glimpses of hope that I was getting better. However, about 3 days after having no Lexapro, I started to have the worsening anxiety again and depression. I also started having scary/weird thoughts about dying and what if I get worse mentally and start getting suicidal (please note, I do NOT want to die and do not have suicide plan). Then, I panic and cry/sob for a period of time. These episodes scare me and make me feel like I will never get better and that this medication will only make me worse.
I am only on day 9 of 50 mg of Zoloft and do have weekly visits with my therapist, but I just need some encouragement that these negative thoughts can and should go away with time. I am trying my best with my coping skills and those that I have learned through CBT, but it is really hard.
Also, any correlation between feeling better while taking two different ssri's? Has anyone ever been on two at once for an extended period of time? I just can't help but wonder if the Lexapro was starting to help and I switched it too soon (I was back on it for 2 months), or if it was he combination of taking the Lexapro and Zoloft at the same time? What a mess...I have no idea what to do!!