Hi Rav
My health anxiety at moment is under control but I have to work at it.
Like today at work , I'd had a bit of ear/throat ache and on turning quick I felt a bit dizzy , automatically I could feel the panic rising and felt really unwell , which I knew was anxiety lurking but in the panic I really had to focus remind myself I suffer with anxiety.. Because my mind was racing about
what it could be? Was it my heart etc.
So I took a work break ,,just 10 mins to pop my headphones on to listen to a quick break from work/study app I downloaded on to my phone. It helped to get through the afternoon.. I also reminded myself I had not had enough to drink either, so sorted that.
It really is a maintenance work in progress job getting your head round health anxiety and the the anxiety that comes from that..working at it all the time... Not getting blasé and letting your guard down.
Getting a good work/life balance is key ... I have had a crazy couple of days at work so tonight I need to really look after me relaxation rest meditation mantra quiet time soak bed and sleep.
I learnt the hard way and was a wreck a couple of months ago , the problems I had with stomach/digestion spiraled in my head , and no matter what I was told , I was convinced I had pancreatic cancer or a tumour... I was a mess thought was going crazy, couldn't function properly shaking nausea irrational thoughts couldn't get a decent breath no sleep no motivation but then couldn't sit still avoided people couldn't go out mouth constant dry burning tongue and lips you name it I had it ... So accute . Slowly but surely I used every coping skill , gp gave me diazepam to help break the circle and get back in control
It turned out to be gallstones lol and I'm having an op in 2 weeks.
It is so convincing though when there's twinge or nausea etc to imagine the worse .. So I have to really focus and distract away from the feelings...
Not sure if the above waffling helps ... But any time xx
Post Edited (gilly2) : 11/22/2016 2:36:37 PM (GMT-7)