Anxiety or...?

I am sorry you are not feeling well.

While you are in at the doctor's today...

...if all checks out physically, ask about a therapy referral for anxiety management.

....and work those coping skills from our Resources for relief for now!

Wishing you the best so you can enjoy your holiday and upcoming trip!!

S.C.

M.,

I am sorry that you had to cancel your trip...but doing what is comfortable for you at this time is important...

...and time with family is always a good thing!

I am sending positive thoughts and prayers that you'll feel well, enjoy your visit...

...and get the answers you need soon to begin treatment/a plan of action to feel your best!

S.C.

Sorry you had to cancel your trip.. but if it didnt feel right for you at this moment thats the best thing.
At least your comfortable with visiting family.
Hope things improve soon good luck x

I thought I'd post a small update.
I visited my relatives for holidays... It was quite fun and lovely overall.

Injections neurologist appointed for me (mydocalm, movalis and B12 vitamin) have done the job and rid me of vertigo, heavy head feel and dizziness that went with neck tightness.
But I'm having stomach cramps... Not sure if it is drawbacks of injections or something else... I hope it goes away eventually... Or I might need to see doctor again... Ugh
Now, tomorrow I'm going to have a series of tests. I want to rid myself of doubts... at least for some part.
I'm absolutely exhausted... Worst part is, I don't even know if any of my symptoms are an actual medical condition, or are just caused by anxiety
Why cant I simply go back to normal... Enjoy life properly...

Just my two cents, but this sounds a lot like reflux and GERD. I have nearly the exact same symptoms, and I mean spot on. I can turn it off within 10 minutes with an antacid chewable. (Although sometimes stomach gas will induce it also, if I gulp too much air while eating or drinking. If that happens, one big belch makes the anxiety disappear.)

I just had a wave of anxiety hit me 20 minutes ago while cooking dinner. I took a bite of really hot fish that came right off the stove, and wham, the anxiety started as the bite of hot fish went down to my stomach. For me, I know this is GERD and reflux related. I had a heavy bout of GERD last night going to bed, but I got that episode to calm down by walking around a bit and drinking some water, and then slept like a baby. I think my esophagus was still a little sensitive from that shot of stomach acid from last night, and the hot food irritated it again and triggered some vagus-nerve-induced anxiety. But, I took a single antacid and some room temp water, and within 10 minutes I was absolutely fine and normal again. You should check and see if you really have GERD. If so, that would be really easily managed with diet changes if you catch it early.

Thank you for input, middleaged1. I did some adjustments to diet, but it doesn't seem as strongly related as I thought. Plus I don't have enough money for all necessary medication I need. And I don't always get to stick to diet due to some circumnstances...
So, what else.
My throat seems real bad as of lately, and temples are still pulsating.
I ran tests of my neck artheries and ultrasound of brain vessels. Everything is, once again, clear.
I am a bit calmer now, but still a bit alert about temples pulsating and getting numb... I noticed applying cold cloth eases up the feel. Maybe it's somehow skin related or whatever?
I also noticed I often kept my jaw tightly pressed, almost grinding teeth, or keeping my ears tense... So maybe it's again, muscle tension.
Honestly though... I am sick I keep finding out about everything and anything but now what I want. Will I ever go back to normal again...