PK,
I am so sorry.
I really encourage you to start interviewing new doctors. You need someone who is sympathetic to your concerns and anxiety. I am in the process of doing the same...as it is important to feel validated and cared for!
Can you check with your provider and seek out someone new soon? You may even find a great new doctor who has a better Rx plan for your needs.
Keep is posted, and we'll keep you encouraged. You are going to be alright.
S.C.