Thank you so much for your reply! It's so unfortunate how people who want help can't get it
I desperately want to get better but it's SO hard. I've also had a severe adverse reaction to Prozac which legit made me crazy- and I now have a fear of it happening again with other Meds. I hope you're doing okay and you get back on your feet soon!
2001TC said...
I can relate to your concern. I have battled anxiety for some time, currently it's winning. I have had SEVERE reactions to meds in the past. My anxiety became constantly high that I was afraid to just sit up in my bed that I would have a heart attack. This happened out of the blue, I was working 12 hour days and exercising regularly. Not going to list my symptoms because I don't want other people to worry about possibly getting them.
Took me months to get in and see a qualified doctor. One hour visit "take these see you in another month." I reacted badly. Ended up going to a 5 day a week day hospital program because I desperately needed help. That gave me access to a qualified doctor every week along with CBT coping skills.
Eventually my insurance stopped paying although I was still not functional and still agoraphobic. I got desperate and tried to get admitted because I just did not know how to cope anymore. What the others say is true in my case, they would not admit me because I was not suicidal AT THE TIME or homicidal. The only place I felt comfortable enough to try new meds would not take me in.
If you call 911, say you are suicidal and arrive by ambulance in my area they are forced to admit you for 72hrs. Since I was never admitted I can't say how good the treatment is. However I know people that work the system and use it as a "get away with meals". People with a strong will to live can't seem to get proper help if you ask me. People that are a little stressed out and want a few days off from responsibilities just claim to be suicidal and worry about nothing. Surly people are truly suicidal and need to be there, I am just annoyed at those that abuse it. I personally know a few.