H.,
I am so sorry.
Nocturnal p/a's are brutal.
Yes, practice your coping skills, especially before turning in...to decompress body and mind as much as possible before sleep...
...and with your doctor's approval, go ahead and take your benzo prophylactically at bedtime if this continues...that's what a rescue med is for.
Your appointment is coming...and with it some new plans for managing this! You are going to reach your goals...hang in there!
S.C.