Lendi, your situation seems similar in a lot of ways. When I feel good I feel like the "normal" me, it's not some ecstatic feeling, just solid and level, like everything will be ok and I can think about
the future. When I have such awful mornings, I get irritability and anger if I don't take Klonopin and am notuch fun to be around.
Sometimes I feel like I just need to get out and exercise, but I'm walking about
5 miles a day and have tried cardio workouts as well and they have provided little to no relief. My diet is healthy and I've taken out all of the stessors in my life possible. I guess it's just very frustrating. I'm glad you feel like yourself again and thanks for the kind words