Posted 6/10/2018 11:19 AM (GMT 0)
How to anxiety is through the roof! I probably should be posting on the depression site also because I know that's a big factor here but it seems my anxiety is what drives me the craziest but my health anxiety is a little different than most of you folks. Instead of running to the doctor for test, I Stay away from doctors and testing like the plague… I am always convinced, and have been all my life, of being diagnosed with some form of deadly cancer. Ironically, I've been pretty healthy most of my life But now that I'm older, age 70, I have had problems with my stomach and a few other issues and now I have to take the plunge. I am even Fearing going for blood work… How crazy is that? When I finally went to the doctor last week for an initial consultation my blood pressure was sky high so they put me on two meds which I'm convinced are giving me more anxiety although the doctor said that's not the case. I've been having problems sleeping also which I never had before , Waking up twice during the night and having strange dreams. I guess I'm hoping that maybe it's some kind of thyroid issue that can be cured with just a pill but frankly I'm scared to find that out also. Basically, everything having to do with health scares me. I'm pushing through however and just hoping for some moral support even though it's kind of embarrassing to admit that I'm such a coward.