Posted 11/15/2018 10:21 PM (GMT 0)
So, I'd posted a bit ago that after many, many doctor visits over the past 4 months, medications and endoscopes, some small tonsil stones and a canker sore were found on my right tonsil - which did not give my worried mind the relief I had hoped for.
This past week I have been more tired than usual, which if I try to logic and reason with myself I can look at objectively and see that my whole household has been more tired than usual since the time change. My husband came home from work today and passed out in our bed and is still sleeping despite out kids making noise and trying to wake him. My daughter woke up feeling achy, tired, headach-y and a bit under the weather this morning. And my son has fallen asleep before his bedtime twice so far this week.
But of course, in my mind - something is wrong with me and I must have cancer - why else would the sore throat and fatigue be present.
Reason does not seem to be winning this fight. Distraction works for a little while, but not long enough. And I find myself monitoring my body frequently and thinking "what if" more than I care to.
Anyone else with health anxiety have tip/suggestions of what is helpful for them at times like these?