Posted 1/24/2019 4:11 AM (GMT 0)
Things are going great in my life. Im happy. Cheerful colleagues at work, a loving family, good friends, a simple joyous life. All the things i ever wanted and thought would never get, not even my best dreams. Its scary. Feel like a trap door will open anytime and i wall fall back to the same inescapable hell thats waiting for me. Its so terrifying. I still remember what hell feels like. Familiar with every nook and corner of it. I still get flashbacks of not so past life, everyday and night. Can any one relate? Is this an early recovery symptom? The feeling of dread that arises with incoming stability and happiness. What do i do.