Posted 10/6/2020 12:11 AM (GMT 0)
Minipuff:
You said for years you have been on 60 mg of Prozac, which treats depression as well as anxiety. But you are still having anxiety and anxiety attacks.
He might not be willing to take you off that because you might not go on a new medicine.
Which brings us back to: Buspar, anti-anxiety.
Try the Buspar and if after a time if it doesn’t work, give him a chance to increase it. From the things you listed in your last post which upset you, you should get down on your knees and thank the heavens above that anti-anxiety medicine even exists.
Try the Buspar and then at increased dosages, and if doesn't work maybe ask him about new medicine.
Also, you said in your latest post, “If things don't move at my pace, and my pace is very fast, then I get agitated.” So panic attacks is not the only issue. Looking at some of the experiences you’ve had, you need more anxiety medicine.
I think your doctor is maxing out on the Prozac and you’re still having anxiety issues, so he’s giving you a second anxiety medicine. You are really, out the widow.
I remember when I first took Lithium stabilizer for biopolar, with the 1st pill, I felt like a 100 pound weight had been lifted off of my shoulders, the release of tension was so great.
I didn’t know I had been walking around acting like an idiot, snapping off at a lot of people. I thought the other people were in the wrong to cause me to be angry.
But you won’t take the next anxiety medicine because of your medicine phobia.
Still, the ball is in your court. A possible solution is laid out in front of you, but you won’t take the medicine. And you're looking around for solutions and who's causing the problem.
You said you have an appt. with your psy. tomorrow Wed. and noted, “So I will talk to him then about my fears.” That would be good.
Mayoclinic.org said about phobias, they can be helped by:
1.Psychotherapy, which you’ll be doing tomorrow.
2. Exposure therapy, which, “if you're afraid of elevators, your therapy may progress from simply thinking about getting into an elevator, to looking at pictures of elevators, to going near an elevator, to stepping into an elevator. Next, you may take a one-floor ride, then ride several floors, and then ride in a crowded elevator.”
How about as a baby step to taking your medicine, you take a vitamin pill?
3. Cognitive Behavioral Therapy (CBT).
What helped me with a lot of my problems was positive thinking, in that a column I read said that before going into a problem believe that you can solve it.
Again, before even thinking about the problem, I first had to believe that I could solve it, which flipped my unconscious to positive and looking for solutions.
If my unconscious is on negative (and my conscious is set on positive), I look for defeat, or half win, half loss. So, rather than open the door (which my uncon. says might be locked), I dive out of a plate glass window to get out of a burning building, which is half win, half loss, to satisfy both parts of my brain. I then check the door, and it was open the entire time.
So, now I say, “Think positive, think positive, think positive” before I even think about the problem, so my uncon. will be looking for solutions.
As for sleep, Melatonin from health food store. Ask your doctor about that.