Posted 10/12/2020 8:40 PM (GMT 0)
Another week and it is very exhausting, I feel like crying but I can’t. I have a drs appointment this Friday for my blood work and I will tell her even with my med anxiety is here every day. It seems like thoughts keeps coming at me and I get stuck by thinking over and over. This morning I thought about what if I never get better? What if I get sick and lose my daughter? What if it’s not anxiety but something worse? What if I’m crazy or going insane? I go back to my times when none of this was present. Just three months ago I was ok I was doing great and then anxiety full blast with panic attacks, started taking my med from las time and yes panic attacks went away and was able to sleep but intrusive thoughts and the fear of everything is here now...every day...I mean it calms at times but then I stay by myself and it starts all over again