I travelled over 200 miles!!!!

I met a man online over a year ago and from the start we got on well. People on and off line tried to seperate us and cause problems but we never let anyone come between us.

Anyway, we had been talking about him travelling up to see me but he was taking to long to actually make the journey so I decided that I would come down to him

At 4:15am I got in my dad's friend's car and made a 4 hour journey down to him and I have never looked back.

We get on so well and support each other so very much.

He has been through a lot lately and I have been here to support him through it all.

We seem so happy together and since I have been here (2 weeks) I have been out every day. I even went into his local town and although I felt anxious I kept on going (maybe because I wouldn't have been able to find my way back to the car park alone lol).

We went shopping but I didn't feel upto going in and shop but hopefully I will be able to do it one day.

I feel happier than I have been in a very long time.

Thank you to everyone on here who has supported me and helped me to get out ( to the post office).

 Hi Chuckle,

I'm happy to hear you are doing so well! I have been missing you, and glad to see you back.

Your friend,

Bear

Congratulations on your fantastic achievements and I hope they continue forever, you deserve it.

To celebrate I think you should go to the nearest post office and give them a chuckle dance.       

Very true Rosie. Perhaps even a sponsored post office dance-a-thon??

Thank you all for your replies, your support is greatly appreciated!

Yeah the Chuckle dance seems worth doing now lol

Jethro and Rosie, I don't often see you on MSN these days. I will talk to you both very soon.

Hope everyone else is doing ok at the moment.

Hi Chuckle,

Nice to meet you. I'm so happy you are in the process of taking back your life. Hip Hip Huray you go girl. Remember baby steps will turn into big steps and your doing great. Keep up the good work.

Two suggestions for taking more pressure off,

Forget about shopping, make your target going to the car park. When you've done that give yourself a pat on the back and feel good for achieving that. You may find that you fancy a wander round the shop.

Or  Go to the shop when you don't need anything. If you cant stay it doesn't matter, you didn't want anything anyway.  If you do go in you will be free to leave anytime.

I went early in the morning to avoid the crowds but atleast I did it! The first time, I had no choice but to go, but the second I decided that I would go with persuasion.

I will get in that supermarket one of these days!

Thank you to everyone who has supported me xxxxxxxxx