Hi,
this is kind of related to the topic. I had a mammogram in Feb. 2006 and within a few weeks heard that it was OK. Then in about November I get a call saying, oh, they finally got my mammograms from a different health system from a few years ago, and I was supposed to have come in in October for a recheck. Something looked funny, or whatever the medical term was.
I started worrying really bad and suddenly I had a pain in my right breast (they said there was "something" on my right side).
So in November I went back for some more views, as they call them, and an ultrasound. After several, several days, the nurse tells me, oh, there's some sort of "tail" on my lymph node. Whatever. No cancer. I still have to go back in February ... just to make sure.
I don't find any of that comforting!
And on another kind of related note ... when I first took up long-distance bicycling, I used to get this awful back/shoulder pain. It took me a few years to figure out, but it turns out I had a total DEATH GRIP on the handlebars because I was so scared ... I had an accident when I was a teen, which resulted in a broken finger, and when as an adult I got to the more serious cycling, going fast and all that, I was scared. Once I loosened my grip on the handlebars, I never had the back/shoulder pain again.
I had a similar experience around the same time with my work on computers. I figured out I was just BANGING away at the keyboard at work, and no wonder it hurt!!
Hope that helps or at least amuses.
-- mk
cancer free, as far as we know