Im a Mess!

Hey sweetie
God knows whats going on and never ever think you are not right with HIm
I am so sorry for all the pain and sadness the hurt and wanting to "just give up and give in " feelings I am getting from your post ....not the ending of it all
I feel you pain I honestly do
I too have been up thinking about many thinga all night and I find that perhaps we are up to talk to one another ya know support and keep letting it out
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I know you will be okay and
I know so will I ........
Remember those kids think you get up way before the sun to let it out to shine they love you unconditionally......always will
Thats the greatest gift a woman has IMO...........
Stay strong sweetie and I will do the same 'know I hear you for sure and that i can hoonestly and truly understand your PAIN
be well my nightime friend rest and tomorrow will be better for both of us I am sure ..........
Thinking of you
Praying for you as well
Luvs
Lyn

Hi hunniebee, I was just wondering how you were feeling today?? I know exactly how you feel, I have had tests and stuff too and so far they have been normal, its really frustrating when they tell you there isnt anything wrong, because i find it really hard to believe that our minds can do this to us. My hardest thing is when these things happen out of nowhere, I just hate it, if there were something that was making me anxious it would be different than nothing at all. Well please let me know that you are ok! I really hope you feel better!!!

                                  Angela

Hunniebee...

I have been exactly where you are..along with many trips to the ER because i actually thought i was going to have a heart attack and die and being raised in a very strict church one of the first thoughts that ran thru my head What if i am not right with God and ready to go it is very scary. I have had every test you can think of all negitive but the fear still shows it's ugly head and brings along with the "What If" monster...What if this time it is different... What if it really is a heart attack...What if the doctors missed something...What if ...the list goes on. The one thing that has helped me is I tell myself this one truth "OK I am having an anxiety/Panic attack I have been here before nothing happened to me then and nothing will happen to me now. No one has ever died from having an anxiety/panic attack and neither will I" Sometimes easier said than done..I wish i could be there to hold your hand and help you thru...I know what it feels like to shake all over and have that weird feeling run thru your chest to have sweat litterally running down the sides of my face to have the feeling your heart is skipping beats or flopping around in your chest and being so scared there is no way to describe it.

You will make it...I will be praying for you...and remember..God says all that come to me i will in NO way cast out.

 

Hoping you feel the love and support hunnibee

Angela I totally agree with Normol this
Anxiety PLAYS havoc with our minds
Lyn

You really are ok hunniebee...just take a step back...youu've done everything right..you've been to the doc and had bloodtests etc and everything has proven to be fine...relax
you have reached out and asked for help - good choice!
See, you are doing really well!
Distraction is good..choose to do something that makes you happy!

Maree

Hey Hunniebee,
I definitely can relate with what you are feeling right now. You are good at describing your feelings and it was amazing how it seemed like you were describing how I seemed to feel during high school when I struggled with depression, ADD, anxiety, insomnia, and migraines. I was at a pretty low point, had almost committed suicide and I felt like I was drowning. I felt deeply that something was not right and I kept fighting to find those answers. I have a deep faith in God and I believe that the Lord wants us to experience joy and happiness in this life. If that is the case, how come I felt so absolutely unhappy and unwell and selfish? I was so sick all the time that I felt I could not be a blessing to others...instead I felt a like a huge burden. It was awful. But I still believed God was aware of me and wanted me to be happy. I came to the conclusion that if God was my Creator, then He knew what was wrong with my body, He knew my exact chemistry, and He would guide me to those answers. A friend told me about a nutritional supplement that totally changed my life. Within a month of taking it, I was sleeping deeply through the night and waking up early refreshed, my concentration had dramatically improved, my binging and eating was no longer an issue and I was much more emotionally stable. Within two months of taking it I started weaning off my medication, something that I had wanted to do but felt that I couldn't before. It took me 7 months to wean off one and a year to wean off the other one. That was hell. But I was determined to do it. I have been medication for almost 2 years now and I feel like a normal person again! I cannot tell you how grateful I am and how much I have worked for my happiness and health, but I share this with you to give you hope. If you are scared and you do not always want to be where you are at, feeling the way you are, you do not have to be. It is not easy, but if you knock, it shall be opened unto you. I know this to be true. It's my sincere desire that my own pain will be someone else's hope. God is mindful of you. He knows your fears, your concerns, and every thing that you experience. Hang on to every little shred of hope that come your way. I will have you in my prayers.