RGLZ,
I understand the worry that you have about not knowing what is wrong. I was told by my doctor that my lyme test was negative, so I, too, worried about having those other illnesses.
Do you have someone you trust that you can talk to about these feelings?
Please ask for help. You may need anti-anxiety medicine to help you get through this.
I know that I suffered a lot longer because of my pride. I didn’t want anyone to know how sick I really was. By talking to others, I found a doctor who truly listened and helped me, and a good therapist to help my child with anxiety.
I hope that you will be able to find a good doctor who will help you.