Loosing the fight

Hello everyone I'm so sorry I haven't been here for everyone the past few days. It seems everything around me is falling apart. I will go in order here as things have been going on.

 

My hubby has been fighting cancer on his face for over a year now and we started a new dr yesterday who is a two and a half hour drive to and from Tylor. We were there for 4 hours getting biopsies done and now are awaiting for them to come back and for them to call to set up a appointment for a surgery date. There is a possibility he is going to have to have reconstruction surgery done also under his nose.

While at the hospital with him his sister called and his mother was in the hospital here with phnuomia and some kind of infection and I was not to tell him till he got done so he wouldn't leave and not have his stuff done.

Last saturday my daughter in law Jennifer her dad had a heart attache and is still in the hospital in Dallas so I have my two grandaughters staying here with me Krissie 7 and Kealey 7 months till Jennifer gets back home. Tell me please when babies start sleeping all night.

 

There is so much going on I'm getting confused on my meds and I even have a pill box that I keep them in that's not helping. So from my anxiety being way up and the baby climbing on me has me in a bad painful fibro flare.

 

So I'm sorry to say right now...I'm loosing the fight.

(((((((Kittie)))))))

My thoughts and prayers are with you. Just hang in there. You are stronger than you think you are.

What a full plate you have! I wish you the best and send good thoughts your way. At least you get to spend time with the kids!

Kittie,
You are NOT losing the fight! You are proving minute-by-minute what a strong person you are! Things will get better and know that we're all here for you!
HUGS!
janet

YOu are sure doing alot there hun and I agree you are not losing the fight.............please take some time if yu need to regroup okay I am here n fine and so is Normal
Tahnks for all your help while I was sick
Returning the favor
Luvs
Lyn
** I dont rmember when they slept I only know i slept with them lol**
Prayers and thoughts with you

I am fine sweetie okay just worry bout you
I am glad you will have a bit of time to rest
Keep the faith and know we are here
Luvs ya

Kittie:

Its Bam,  We have been worried about you since we haven't seen you on line.  but know i know why you havn't been.

I am soo sorry this is all happening at once to you.  You are a strong person and will get through this day by day.  I have you and your family in my prayers.

Hun if you need to talk you know how to get a hold of me.  If i'm not on line you can text me by clicking on my name on msn and leave me a message i will get it right away and come on line.  or you can come call me anytime. during the night.

we are all here for you hun.  Don't forget that,

Please keep strong and keep us posted.   ((BIG HUGSS))

Everything will be ok.  I just know it. 

Love Bam xoxoxoxoxoxox

I am doing much better today. I'm back on track with my meds and all the grandkids are back with there mom and dad. I get most of my relaxation being on here with friends. I love you all and thank you all for helping me thru this.