You are not on the same page hun , you've moved forward - you told him , you took control of your life so well done. You could have given up , not told him and got into a big heap of do-do , but you didn't.
I am so proud of you.
Sorry for sticking my nose in but I know what happened before and I KNOW that you are stronger now , and getting stronger and stronger each day
God bless you ,
Smiler