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Posted 8/9/2008 6:41 AM (GMT 0)
in your life, i always feel that way, lately i have been down because of my marriage , i think he forgot i need attention and to be made to feel like a women, or wife, and my older daughter is causes some things, and i feel so alone, i shake from head to toe most of the time for no reason, doctors are clueless until i can have a mri, and i think want did i do in life to to deserve this life, i really don't know the solution, would anyone hire someone who shakes, i gets so mad at life sometimes i am thankful for my kids and that their o.k. want a blessing they are to me, but me i am just i don't know, i am sorry but i have held it in for a while because i know people on here are doing so bad, i feel i need to be there for them and i love u guys for always listening to me, i'll get over this slump i just feel so down right now , i feel so alone sad
Posted 8/9/2008 1:17 PM (GMT 0)

Good Morning machelle,

You are never alone when you come to HW.  I understand the feeling of being alone in a crowded room.  It feels like no one even knows your there and the hardest part is they cannot see into your mind and know how lonely and sad you feel as most of us put on that happy face and try our best to fit in.  I have gone home from social events and cried as I felt so anxious at the event.

I also have a hand tremor and the more anxious I get the more my hands shake so I pass to many things.............like trying to pick up a  glass to drink from as my tremor is noticable and I really hate when people comment on the tremor...............the old, "my your shaky, are you nervous?" Heck yes, I am dying inside............but you had to point it out so now I am really anxious.  I understand machelle, I truly do.

Hugs

Kitt

Posted 8/10/2008 5:54 AM (GMT 0)
thanks skitt, your always there, you are all i have alot of times, my family is not supportive, and most don't understand wants its like, i hope you and your husband are doing fine, i know you have been through so much this year, thanks again for lending your ear
Posted 8/10/2008 11:37 AM (GMT 0)
Machelle,

Please don't let yourself hold back from posting when you need help. There's no ranking of who should post and who shouldn't here, and we certainly care about you! How are things going with your oldest daughter? I remember that she moved out earlier in the summer; has that made her more appreciative of you, or are things still the same?

I think you are a very valuable person. When I read your posts, it inspires me to keep plugging away when I'm having a rough time. I'm sorry your husband is being inattentive and hope that he realizes that you deserve demonstrations of his love.

percycat
Posted 8/10/2008 3:56 PM (GMT 0)
my oldest daughter is playing games, she will come over and if any i mean any little thing is not the way she wants it she will call my parents or threaten too go home, like my littlest daughter wanted to watch her play a game and she got mad and told her to get out, she was just sitting not saying a word, and she started hollering about us not making her get out and called my parents to come and get her, this was our room, not hers, i am tired of this, if she can't come over and not play this game then maybe she needs to not come over for a while, and my dad is like well don't make her upset and maybe if she is at their house my little ones can't come over or same at ours house if she wants to visit they can go to there other grandparents house or to theirs. hello does the world evolve around what she wants, i have been hurt my her and my parents for favoring her over all others, and because of that i don't really have a relationship with her as a daughter, its more like a sister. all i do is get hurt i want a better relationship with her, but not at the cost of my mentality or health
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