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Marie-Claire

Veteran Member

Joined : Mar 2007

Posts : 900

Posted 10/22/2008 7:54 AM (GMT 0)

I'm sorry everyone.... I haven't been around much to support and encourage all of you... am having a terrible time with nightmares, waking up shaking and unsettled.... other stuff too.... know that I am thinking and praying for each of you... keeping you all in my heart and prayers.... Have not forgotten this wonderful family ....am just having a hard time 'sorting' and having way too many flashbacks.... am feeling fragmented , shaky and anxious with all these memories popping up at odd times ... especially when its time to close my eyes and go to sleep... PTSD....

Sending you all healing thoughts and prayers

Mary

Buddha443556

Regular Member

Joined : Jun 2008

Posts : 293

Posted 10/22/2008 12:29 PM (GMT 0)

Hello Mary,

I'm so sorry to hear your having such a ruff time and here you are worried about us. You are such a caring person. I hope you feel better soon.

You are in my prayers,
Buddha

stkitt

Elite Member

Joined : Apr 2007

Posts : 32602

Posted 10/22/2008 12:38 PM (GMT 0)

Good Morning Mary,

I am so sorry you are having a rough time and how I wish I could help you is someway. If talking and venting in A & P help you , please vent away.

You know my prayers are with you.

Many Gentle Hugs
Kitt

Nanners

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Joined : Apr 2005

Posts : 14999

Posted 10/22/2008 2:25 PM (GMT 0)

Awww Mary I am so sorry to hear you are having rough times again. Like Kitt said, we are here for you, so vent away sister. Holler if you need anything.

P.S. Did you get any relief from your Iron Infusion? I did one about a week after you, and I am still pooped all the time.

Hugs,
Gail *Nanners*

Howlyncat

Elite Member

Joined : Jan 2005

Posts : 24909

Posted 10/22/2008 2:43 PM (GMT 0)

Sweet Mary
Never apologise
You have done alot for so many on here
I wish I could make these things go away for you

If I am up in the wee hours we can chat k

Luvs ya
LYN

nervymeg

Veteran Member

Joined : Jul 2006

Posts : 2721

Posted 10/23/2008 5:59 AM (GMT 0)

Mary,

Insomnia is just awful, it can make you feel like an alien from planet disjointed. I've sent you an email okay, we can chat all you need sweetie.

Love and hugs and sleeping fairy dust.

Meg

Mazfire

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Joined : Oct 2008

Posts : 1683

Posted 10/23/2008 9:54 AM (GMT 0)

Mary i am pretty new to this forum, but i identify strongly with your suffering.

I pray our loving Saviour gives you the peace that passes understanding. No one should have to go through panic/anxiety.

Maz XX

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