Just in case some of you dont get my replied message on the worried thingy, I want to thank all those people who replied to my message.
I am feeling alot better today Yesterday made me scared but it was also good in a way because it forced me to do some much needed thinking today. As a result I have come to the realisation that I am no longer a child and as part of my position I have huge responsiblitie. Therefore I should not be seen acting childishly by seeking attention from complete strangers. . I know I have the capacity to correct and change my behaviour.For instance, When I was younger I was told by an employment place that I would not amount to anything . I then found my inner strength and went back to school and became a teacher. I know I can use that inner strength again to rectify my faults. Talking to all of you has helped me a great deal, it has made me realise that there are people in this world alot worse off than I am, I have nothing to really complain about i should be grateful that at least I have good days when I do not get the tremors, spasms and pain associated with Dystonia and it is those good days that I appreciate and can make the most of... Thank you so much all of you, you have helped me a great deal.
Merry christmas To all of you and I hope all of you will have a safe and prosperous new year.
Ps.. I have bought some St John Wart and that is a natural sedative it does make you feel alot more relaxed when extremely stressed.