Hi Paulos,
If you don't share your problems we cannot respond.
You have been a member since 2007, I feel like it is time for you to start opening up and talking to us.
I know a fair amount of your hx and I am wondering if that is causing your feelings and the cryptic posts you are leaving?
I am also going to requst that you start a thread for yourself and then continue posting in the thread. It is confusing when you have 4 threads on the board . You would receive more responses if you stuck to one thread re your issues.
Hope your day is good.
Kitt