Posted 6/12/2009 1:25 PM (GMT 0)
Just when I saw a little bit of hope....everything goes BAM right in my face. Okay so yesterday, I got off work and it's a pretty long walk from the office to the parking lot, and right when I got halfway there, the bottom broke out, it downpoured, needless to say I was soaked from head to toe. And that's one thing I cannot stand, I hate to be rained on. Then while I was on the way to pick up my baby girl from her grandma's my car begins sputtering, I was running out of gas, and my gauge still said that I had half a tank....so obviously the gauge was broke. So there I was on the side of the road trapped in the car. I could not get out due to the horrible storm!!! So I had to wait nearly 40 mintues for my finace to get there with some gas. The starting yesterday it was his crew's turn to work the night shift, and I hate being alone all night, because I'm so terrified that I will get an anixety attack at night and I won't be able to care for my baby.....so that just topped it off. Thankfully I got thru the night okay. But then this morning my alarm didn't go off because I sat it for PM instead of AM so I didn't wake up until my daughters grandma got there to watch her! Now I'm at work and I feel all lost. I feel disconnected from the world right now....I just wish I could snap big into it. I'm dizzy, sick to my stomach....just feel so bad!!!!! I just wish I could be healed!!! Sorry that I keep going on and on and on....thanx for reading!!! Hope everyone is doing okay.