Hi,
I did nearly throw up at the start and couldn't sleep last nite. It was painful physically and mentally i just kept telling myself everybody is doing thier own thing and not judging or looking at what youre doing.
I came last in the group but was the only woman in my category to finish so technically i won, but i had no competition so it wasn't very hard 
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It has been a huge learning curve and things are really looking up. I hope it'll keep going now that i have therapy booked agsin too.
My husband was thrilled i went with him, he races with the big boys! It was good to go out together. He's delighted i'm getting a hold on things so fingers crossed it'll last. I don't want to jinx myself by thinking too much. I have to keep the negative thoughts at bay.
Thanks for all the support.
Boo