I think people are diliberately making me anxious. Last night I was told by two girls that I know that I'm basically worthless and I spazzed out at them naturally. People on facebook are being jerks to me for no reason. My mom has bad OCD and is basically acting like a freak and my dad is basically a zombie. This sucks! I'm not sure how I am going to calm down. I took a break from xanax for a few days because I didn't have work in the morning. Man, I hate people around where I live. I really do. They are jerks for no reason. I am pretty successful, but people are just a-holes to me and keep picking fights with me. I get into arguments with people like every day because they either say something really stupid or say something that is unbelievably rude.
My girl friend lives in Texas and I'm from Pennsylvania. So, I need to muster up some strength and get out of my comfort zone for her. I think I could use a change of scenery anyway. I'm not sure how I'm going to get there. I have one more year of college and then I'm moving out.
Basically, my options are:
a) Plan a visit there and take her back with me
b) Move there
I could use some more opinions on this.
Edit: I combine your posts as they were posted within minutes of each other on the same day.
"Getting an idea should be like sitting down on a pin; it should make you jump up and do something." -E. L. Simpson
General Anxiety Disorder (GAD) with Agoraphobia
Zoloft (100 mgs) daily
Trazadone (50 mgs) nightly
Xanax (1.25 mgs) as needed at night
Raze
the
Dark
Wolf
Post Edited By Moderator (stkitt) : 7/12/2009 1:50:44 PM (GMT-6)