Hi Nana- you sound like you are experiencing high levels of anxiety and panic. What you have described sounds like classic anxiety and you are suffering the pain that goes with it.
Every symptom you have mentioned i can identify with and for me personally, ive only managed through a mix of therapy and medication, but the good news is that Anxiety and Panic IS manageable and there is hope- even though it might not seem that way right now.
Would you consider returning to a doctor and discussing this? You mentioned medications- you may need to try some again. Im really glad you found us here, though i am sorry we have to meet under these circumstances, but let me tell you, you are NOT alone. the members here understand anxiety and panic and the effect it has on our lives. im sure you will find support here.
Please stay with us and let us help anyway we can-
Maz XX