severe anxiety/panic spiraling to depression

Hi,


I signed up here a few months ago because I have had severe anxiety/panic for over a decade and I think it is spiraling to depression. My recent anxiety is due to worrying about my health. I have posted in the past about this and thought I was going to be okay. I was for about a month or so until my mind got away from me and I started developing symptoms like dry mouth/throat, very dry skin and sweating. Of course I went to googling as I know I shouldn't have and I am so scared because I think I have a disease. It also doesn't help that a month ago a friend of my cousin's died from AIDs and on friday my cousin just passed from a heart attack. My anxieety is at an all-time high right now. My doctor put me back on Wellbutrin like a month ago and I don't think it's helping. I have looked up therapists and even contacted them but haven't returned any of their calls. I am so convinced that I am sick that I don't see a point to anything anymore. I keep telling myself to have faith and trust God but these symptoms are driving me insane.



-ChiGurl

im in your shoes and have been for awhile. i think i have some terrible disease and im gonna die...i have all the test done and iam fine. its a viscous circle. rite now my chest has been feeling funny.

i have no advice for ya , just letting you know you aren't the only one.