I know that you should prob listen to your doc n take the 2 when needed...i changed from that med to ativan as my a/p got more severe lasting lomger and coming on more.my problem with a/p also consists of weakened state especially after an attack i have fibro as well so that adds to the mix i hv had anxiety since very young myself i am so sorry you are dealing with this but i would suggest getting into your doc n hv a thorough checkover as well..stay with us u are not alone...lyn
..btw..you said you have been going thru a rough patch have you dealt with everything that is happening or could there still be unfinished things you have yet to deal with ,,just trying to help here not trying to judge at all