5 wks post surgery.Carcinoid tumor RT lung.Tried to put myself back on effex. just one pill.For 2 days -stayed in bed -could not eat.Panic attacks wake up at 4 am and I felt ill. dont want to vomit.(history of bulemia) for fear of eating and food making me sick.Want to find an antidep. that will not make me so sick that I cant eat.My weight is dropping,and my OCD is over the roof,and anxiety-depressed.Crying everyday.After surgery had an explosion of feelings.NEED antidep. meds.I use ativan,celexa was suggested at hosp. but Im scared after seeing side effects.Any friendly meds. exist?Cant stop crying.Dont want to lose all this weight that I fought for all year and won.The effexor and ativan seemed to help.Why did this med-turn on me?
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