What iff ???

I am currently struggling really bad with anxiety terriblyyyyy . I dont have insurance so it makes it extremely hard to get help with this . especially being that i dont have a job and im having to pay a crap load of court cost for my fiance . i bought a dog because my grandma also has bad anxiety problems and she said that her dog helped her out alot . well i just got him so its hard to say if hes helping me or not but i really dont have that much confidence in her "theory". i believe i need medical help and with no money and no insurance its pretty much impossible . i feel like im never gonna get the help i need because of my financial situation . And i feel like im going crazy and there is nothing i can do . when i wake up in the middle of the night shaking and crying and feeling sick i feel like there is something i could do to make it better if i had money . and then that just adds even more stress and causes me to have more panic attacks . i feel like im at a loose/loose situation . plzzz give me advice . you guys oppinions and suggestions are honestly all i have !!!

Scaredy Cat has already give you some good advice. You can also look into reduced fee (often called sliding scale) therapy. Do some research and/or make some calls. There are also usually county and/or state programs depending on where you live that offer reduced fee or free counseling services. As far as medications, some doctors are able to offer free samples in the short run, for example while you're waiting for a program to approve you for reduced cost or free help. You can also try contacting the manufacturer of whatever medication your doctor recommends (keep in mind that brand name and generic can mean two different manufacturers) and again ask about financial assistance programs.

I've been without insurance for years. My therapist, psychiatrist, and physician all provide me with lower cost services as a result of my financial situation. I've also been given a number of free samples of meds. You might want to also look through some of the other recent posts as there have been similar concerns and other suggestions. Good luck!