Posted 3/2/2011 12:54 AM (GMT 0)
i am 22 years old and have been suffering from anxiety for about 3 years. and i believe it all started one time that i was coming back from arlington texas with my friends. stupid me, decided to take one of those 5 hour energy shots (the entire thing), then drank a mountain dew a little after that. of course, at the time, i did not think it was going to do anything. but like an hour later, i thought my heart was going to pop out of my chest because of how fast it was beating. my palms started sweating, started panicking, and seriously thought i was going to die because i had never gone through anything like that. ever since that day, every time i feel my heart rate go up, i remember that one day when i combined the energy drink and the soda and thought i was going to die.
again, now i am obsessed with my health and chest pains. i have been to the hospital three times because of my anxiety, and every time they take my BP, it is pretty high, and every time they did EKG's and blood work and they tell me that it is all in my head because my heart and overall health is fine. i don't smoke, i don't drink, and i don't use drugs.
i get angry most of the time because i want to feel "normal" again, and go out with my friends like i used to, not having to worry about anything.