Well, guess what? After all the prayer, medication changes, group therapy, individual therapy and psychiatrists, I seem to have recovered enough from the panic disorder, depression and PTSD to pursue going back to work. If the psychiatrist releases me, then it's off to the job. I thank you from the bottom of my heart for all the prayer and support you guys have given me, and I will keep you updated as to how things go. One thing for sure---I will NOT support my husband anymore financially. My parents have told me that I can live with them as long as I want to, so if my husband pressures me to rent another place, I can say NO, not unless you PROVE to me that you will share the household expenses (that includes rent, utilities, groceries, etc.). He just lives in this fantasy world that I will go back to taking care of him again, but he is in for a shock. Anyhow, just wanted you guys to know whats going on. Love you and God Bless you,
Camylou