Hello Everyone,
Just wanted to give you an update on how I'm feeling and how the drugs are working for me.... Here Goes...
I will start by telling you that last night was hell. I woke up with a racing heart again, although this hasn't happened for a while. I think that it was a combination of a bad dream, followed by a hot flash, then panic attack. I was however able to pick up my NOOK and read a while until the heart rate went down and I fell back to sleep. Wow, no trip to the ER this time. I have been on Zoloft 50mg. once a day and Xanax 0.25 mg. three times a day for the last 6 weeks and I really think that it is beginning to work for me. It makes me feel more relaxed and I don't stress as much as I was in the past. I do however have the health phobias still haunting me but hopefully over time that will go as well. The mental health clinic has finally contacted me for my first appointment with a counselor. I go on the 23rd of this month for the first time ever... I have never opened up to anyone until I found this site and I am a little scared that I will clam up and not be able to get anything resolved. I'm not sure what to expect. Anyway's, If I keep typing I won't stop, with that said, I will leave you with ... Till next time
Blessings, Michelle